lex8508

I'm Otis and I'm autistic, I didn't know until 30 so I missed out on dating etc in school while I tried to keep people out of my head. I've also got a lot of medical issues that combined with my autism don't allow me to work. Unfortunately I haven't been able to get on disability either so I have zero income and still live at home.
I've never even been out on a date because I never know when it's okay to be interested in someone/when they are interested in me and what to say.

Anal play is the only thing I've been able to experiment with so I'm completely addicted to it. I just wish I could find a friend that thinks it's hot and wants me to experiment with other toys beyond the two I have and would send me lube and toys to try, maybe along with videos of her using them first. Eventually I want to be pegged and have toys used on my cock too but I have no clue how to find that. I'm also really curious about nipple play, urethral sounding, and fursuits.

As for my sexuality, the less human they are the less straight I am.. I don't trust guys and am not attracted to them physically or mentally... though I am curious about what being filled with hot cum would feel like.

I'm mostly just a big geek/metal head and car nut that watches too much anime, hentai, Godzilla, Star Wars and Marvel movies.

I'm 6'10 330ish on a good day, though I've been recorded as short as 6'3 when my back really hurts or I'm mentally exhausted.

Unfortunately I don't tend to get along very well with others on the spectrum even so friends/lovers aren't something I've had.